kehidupan yang serabut???

dengan nama Allah....

alhamdulillah selepas berhempas pulas dengan FYP....kini musim exam pun tiba....
just pray for me...i want to get dean list for this semester..inshaAllah amin... ^^

tidak mengapa kalau kita nak berangan2 bukan? asalkan tidak menganggu hidup orang sudah laaa....
kadang2 kita tak perlu mengharapkan orang akan berbuat baik dengan kita...sebab fitrah manusia samaada mau melayan perasaan ataupun tidak...

ok...inshaAllah ada masa saya nak bercerita tentang FYP saya...tapi sekarang ni saya just nak coret2 yang bukan2 jelaaa..hihi ye laaa...nak exam kan...so tulis la apa yng disuka...

tapi..seriously..saya betul2 rasa serabut semenjak dua menjak ni..dont know why...sitambah lagi dengan sakit kepalanya..ditambah lagi dengan sakit hatinya

upssss!..hehe..saya manusia biasa kot..ada juga rasa sakit hati..rasa terbeban....
cumanya..kelemahan saya..saya tak suka tunjuk rasa marah...biarlah, sebab kalau saya tunjuk rasa marah..
saya takut jadi pergaduhan as well as berdendam...nak lari dari masalah pun tidak sama sekali, because i think this only a small matter laaa....

so, at least sy tak bergaduh dengan orang dahlaaa..let me live in peace as i pleased...cumanya ini tiada sangkut paut dengan cerita dulu, cerita dulu saya dah lupakan..kita buka buku baru..masing2 dah besar kan...well..memaafkan itu labih baik...berdendam itu jangan sekali...

dah tu...take home test saya baru je siap hari ni...orang lain dah siap dah,,siap bagi pinjam kat kawan2 lain plak tu..huhuhu..teroknya saya ni..huhuhuhu

kadang2 saya rasa nak bersendirian jaaa...kalau berdua pun saya nak org yang kedua tu pendiam je n tak banyak cakap...pening kapala deh..belum sembuh sepenuhnya dari FYP...i mean this moment...saya akan jadi aktif balik kalau lepas doing some workout mcm jogging..cycling..mmg betullah..kalau kita bersenam...badan sihat..otak pun cergas....fuhhhh....

adush..adush,..adush...fikir itu la..ini laaaa....adush..adush.....

memang la blog ni medium yang bagus untuk menghentam diri sendiri kan...well..this blog is mine... <3 br="">

Hati

Bismillahiramanirahim,,,,,,,


hati2 memilih hati takut termakan hati..
hati2 memberi hati takut terlebih hati..

hati..is something that we our self cannot define what truly inside our hati...
pepatah melayu juga cakap..

"rambut sama hitam, tapi hati lain2"

every man...have different characteristic of heart..
have different thought...
have different behavior....

everything is different....

setiap orang pasti ingin tahu hati seseorang di balik lindungan wajah...
namun, sebenarnya walaupun kita katakan sesuatu, belum tentu itulah sebenar2nya yang hendak kita katakan...

kadang2 kita sendiri tak tahu apa yang hati kita nak...
kadang2 kita mengharap orang akan memahami kita dengan cara perlakuan kita..
tapi adakah ianya melambangkan hati kita?
sebab itu, hanya kita dan Allah sahaja tau apa yang tersirat dan tersurat di hati kita...

kadang2 kita juga perlu jaga hati,
lebih senang hati kalau kita hidup tanpa menyentuh hati sesiapapun..
namun apakan dia kita manusia biasa...tidak sempurna itu fitrah..

"ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapa"

adalah situasi yang sangat sukar sebenarnya...
susah nak jaga hati ni...hatta hati sendiri pun susah nak dijaga...

itu lah uniknya hati,...

my clothes worth RM 3.00 for laundry!

in the name of Allah ...

in hostel lifestyle, we dine at cafeteria, take turn for shower or else we have to queue in order to get a room for shower as well as the toilet...

same goes to laundry time...in my hostel they also provide us  2 washing machines. we need to insert rm 2.00 coins in order to run the washing machine..they also provide a place  for us if we wanna wash clothes by hand...meaning that, there is a dobby room in my hostel..(in every hostel  for sure)

but it is not the main story i want to talk about. i was just feel so annoying before...

i was about to wash a buck of the clothes...and unfortunately the machine just accept 50 cents coins..i dont have any. yet, i went to a friend of mine and borrowed her triplet of 50 cent coins...feel lazy to move ^^

happily, i inserting the coin to the machine hole one by one. hoping for resting while waiting for the machine to be finished. unfortunately, after the second  50 cent, the machine did not respond to my others 50 cents..so there is no 50 cents left in my pocket.

i hit the hole of the machine, but nothing happen...i saw my watch 10.46 PM...the money changer is at the next block...whoa...feel soo lazzy and dizzy at the same time

unluckily, the other machine  has been used by someone (i dont know her either, i was thinking to used that too) but things that happened to me happened to her. so, we shared the same problem.. but her clothes was inside the machine together with the detergent.. such a waste if she just taken her clothes away..

i saw she kinda stress same like me, and going to somewhere (her dorm, i guess).. i was about to wash the clothes manually,  i take two pails (since a buck of clothes await me)..then the girl came again and inserting something and she managed to run the machine..

i ask her " how did you do to ?" then she  replied " im using the new 50 cent coin, the old 50 cent is bigger, maybe it couldnt pass the hole"...

old 50 cent

new coins style

then with hope, i went to the next block to change the money...with my pajamas and my pinky sweater...i run to the next block..

then i try once again, ....yeah!! it did work...so i thanked to her...

so today i wash my clothes worth Rm3.00 instead of RM 2,00....
deep inside my heart says that
 "as if i changed the money earlier instead of borrowing my friends coins"

so,
there is hope for every problem...i believe in that!
then dont hesitate to ask other people for help...
that the lesson i get today....

Siti Nurhaliza VS Aku

With da name of Allah....

perhatikan gambar bawah ni lama2 dan penuh penghayatan dulu.....errrrrr..

tapi sebelum baca dengan lebih detail..

sila sedia kan plastik ataupun mangkuk berdekatan...

paling bagosss baca entry ni kat dalam toilet..haahh senang kerja kau nanti....

(>_<)

aku kat atas tuh, siti kat bawah...

erk..takkan la korg tak kenal kan...D.Siti Nurhaliza tu.. kalau aku tak dikenali memang aku tak heran laaaa....tapi kalau aku dikenali aku jadi heran sangat2....tapi tu mimpi semata...hehehe

apa yang aku nak ketengahkan ni?????? conspiracy!!! jeng..jeng..jeng....

aku sebenarnya nak perasaan....sama tak muka aku dengan Siti..hahaha..(gelak besar nak pengsan)

dulu masa sekolah rendah...kiranya masa tu aku kecik dan kurus la...kawan aku tu cakap muka aku ngan siti serupaje ..ayah dia pun cakap benda yang sama, kalau siti buat performance kat pentas ayah dia cakap "c ehan tu kat TV"...tapi masa tu aku tak de perasaan aku buat biasa je...tapi sebenarnya hati aku berbunga riang juga...tapi aku nafi kan sambil gelak besar je...kang aku plak yang over!!

tapi bila da tua bangka lagi gemuk gedempol ni, baru aku nak terhegeh2 cakap muka kami sama....dah tu aku announce kat belog plak tu....isk..isk..isk....overkonpiden ni!

" maca sama jew....macam sama jew..macam sama jew...macam perasan lebey..choiiii!!!!!"

tapi kan aku tengok pun tak sama sebenarnya..tapi cheek kmi quite alike...i guesss... lalalalla~

that is why we look alike......XDXDXD

nampak tak dah terlebih perasaan disitu...walaupun orang tak nak mengakui kami ni sama....

aku tetap nak cakap yang kami ni sama tapi tak serupa....

dua2 pun suara sedap...cuma bezanya kalau Siti nyanyi semua orang tepuk tangan...tapi kalau aku yang nyanyi semua orang tepuk kat dahi pulak... hadoiii!!!!!! (>_<)

okey la...dah penat nak perasan...gambar ni aku edit guna photoscape...aku nak guna software yang hebat2 aku tak reti...aku ni bukan photograper's eye...

sampai disini saja aku berceloteh ^^

salam sayang dari saya KAK LIZA =P

Schedule of Life

tears....

is something unavoidable...

but relieving...

persuading...

is a must..

to show that we are right...

and we have that right..

strength...

a power of life...

if we keep it..

we'll live up high..

life..

is precious..

appreciation for the soul

so the soul keep living

what we have to deny

 we have to deny

 what we have to obey

we have to obey

 life is full of sorrow..

the sorrow of sadness

but dont envy the roses

the roses might blossom 

to swipe the dull into happiness

courage...

shows the true heart

the heart of being human

to do or to die?

why hesitate to move on..

while we have the chance 

the chance to reach the sky

to grab the stars

magic..

we all hoping for having it

but it just a fiction of life

dreaming is everyone doing

but to make the dream come true

its all about magic

why ask from the wrong person..

there is the one who never deny

the presence is inevitable

because  the presence is true 

yet everywhere

if we looking around,we'll know

we'll know who can we ask from

life was scheduled,

and the source is only ONE..

  

PENYIBUK??AKU AKU KA??

with the name of Allah...

nak dijadikan cerita..hari ni aku ada test pada malam hari, tapi aku da janji nak tolong member aku kat lab...so aku turun kiranya nk g lab..aku bawa bju lab sekali doh...

but i brought some of my notes...ye la mana tau ada pleasure time sket kn buleh la tgk2 notes tu...sekali..xde la pulak benda yang nak d buat...

so...i decide to stay at library for a while...then one of a friend of mine datang..then i ckp sma dia..mari la study sma2..

dia ni alim2, kalau dia buat presentation mcm beri ceramah lagaknya..selalu tegur orang kalau x kena mcm klu tudung singkat dia tegur..kind of la.

then i terfikir nak tanya dia.."perempuan macam mana yang ko suka?"
ye la klu da jenis orang yang macam tu teringin juga i nak tau kan...
then dia balas " yang biasa2 aja"
yang biasa2 aje mcm mana?macam siapa? i tanya balik
pastu i bagi la contoh2 perempuan yng baik2 kat dia..
pastu dia jeling..
dia cakap biarlah hati ini je yang tau
tak payah nak heboh2 kan...mulut manusia ni lain2...rambut je sama hitam...
he insist...then dia ckp la yang i ni kind of menyibuk, tapi in a manner word la
i x terasa pun la....

then i answered him " aku ada hak nak tanya something yang aku rasa nak tanya, dan aku letakkan hak untuk menjawab pada ko sendiri, aku tak paksa ko nak jawab soalan aku, aku cuma serkap jarang je, saje nak psyco ko..sebab kadang2 orang
ni hati dia boleh jadi lembut nak bercerita perihal sesuatu kalau psyco kita mengena "

dia diam n senyum....yay..i menang..!! tp sebenarnya dalam hati ni pun mengakui juga...

"penyibuknya aku ni"

Love Retard~

With the name of Allah....

love is in the air..yes its me!.

at that day, im asking u...

are u serious ?

then u answered me..yes i am...

i keep asking u.

because i know human feeling is just temporary

no mortal lives will live on earth...

and so the  feeling of human being T.T

i dont know how long u'll wait...

i dont know how long will the feel remain

but as long as i learn to love

i will learn to keep the feeling deep inside my heart..

no promises i could give..

no word i could express..

i long as u keep it..

ill keep it same as u!

i read so many love story,

and i hate to read it more..

the more i know about sweet men,

the less i feel to love u..

then i decide not to live in fantasies

fantasies kill my real feel..

prevailing the true feeling..

and i know, love is still in my <3 p="">

for u, for us

im just hoping 

Allah granted our wishes..

as i wished same as u..

and hoping u to wish same as me..

SAD ..~~

bismillahirahmanirrahim.....

today... i just finish one test..OPM...which is quality management...

tonight..another shot for Farm test....

for all this while...im just playing game...going out....and i do some revisions..

but the thing is...im sooo sad..im totally blur for what have i done just now...

i dont know how to answer..i dont know how to elaborate.......

im just sooo sad...but i just can express it..

this is a life as student i guess...

so end today... <3 br="">

Azam tahun baru 1435 H

bismillahirahmanirahim.....

Salam Hijrah 1435...

i dont know what exactly i wanna say...
because all of sudden my brain ask my fingers to open my blog...
im not a good blogger..i promise to myself to write at least some sentences for every day..but i couldnt make it...

and today..after having a nightmare..im awake...
and i just dont do anything instead of opening my laptop and doing nothing...

 i think of these for this new year...

i just wanna pray that..i hope my journey will run smooth as i wish..
otherwise, i know that Allah put me in such condition for some reasons..
and i hope to be more acceptance for everything that will happen sooner or later...
to succeed in life is everyone wish, so do i am...


to be a wealthy woman and to marry with it....i dont need
to be a healthy person...i hope im wearing it...
stay health and educated...

educated? yes...reading..anything other than love story...
everyone..could u agree with me that love story is messing around on TV drama today..
i just dont want to have such feeling like "wah, i want this kind of men,soo sweeettt"
because of that im hoping more from a partner of mine soon...
u know like, to be romantic that is not soo him...(ok , out of topic!!)

and i just wanna see both my parent happy..
seeing  the smile from them both, wll make me happier...

last but not least..
i wanna get married! and im serious!

its me !

Assalamualaikum ..recently im having a very busy life... huh T.T

saya tak tau nak cakap apa....

i just feel soo..soo  and soo bored tonight...

(suh belajar x mau!!)

bukan apa sometimes kita mesti akan rasa sedih2..rindu2..alone2..but all this while i dont really care about that...that is why i came out with this idea..and for sure it all about me..

i think im a loner..i dun like crowd condition...

saya rasa itu sangat2 menyebabkan kepala saya jatuh sakit...

saya tak akan bercakap banyak bila ramai orang..

tapi bila sikit orang about 1,2,3,4,5 je gitu then u'll see how talkative i've been..

kalau ada orang yang lebih talkative pun automatically saya jadi pendiam ckit...

tapi kalau saya diam selain dari situasi yang saya cakap ..

then saya tengah emo...

(saya ni emo selalu, biasalah hormon tidak berapa nak stabil kan..)

tapi harus ingat being a loner and being alone is two different things..

i  have only few bestfriends...because i dont trust people...

tapi once saya dah percaya..saya dah terima orang tu dalam hidup saya..

that mean you are very special in my heart...

i dont show my feeling easily to all my friends..

but deep in my heart i love them so much...

(terpulang la...dari mata orang nak nilai mcm manakan..ni apa yang saya rasa jee )

bagi saya, berkawan ni ibarat bercinta..

ada ikatan yang membolehkan kita share everything about anything..

tapi cerita yang kita share tu..only kita je yang tau...

tak mau orang lain tau juga...

kita pun mau rasa special juga kan antara kawan2 kita..

dalam erti kata lain..

kita bercinta...

(ye laa...maksud cinta ni kan universalll)

saya tau saya ni banyak kelemahan juga..

i make mistakes..i commit sins..

and doing it repetitively..

saya tau salah untuk saya kalau saling membenci..

tapi trust me,,,i dont hate people easily....

(inshaALLAH...)

saya bukan pemurah..

saya bukan penyayang..

saya bukan pengasih..

im so mean...

(kite tak sempurna....)

 

tapi saya akan cuba sayang orang yang betul2 nak sayang saya..

saya tak peduli kalau orang kata sa ni jahat ke apa ke..

u wanna talk behind  me? go ahead...

i dont mind..tp kalau dah buat begitu..

stay away from me..

sebab double big mac i dont believe u anymore...

(ceh..macam la saya ni boleh di percaya sangattt!!terpulang okey ^^)

saya kadang2 cakap macam saya tipu..

tapi sebenarnya saya takda niat pun nak tipu betul2..

sebenarnya saya ni suka serkap jarang..

suka cakap benda2 yang saya tak pasti..

tapi i love manipulating words..

nanti ada hati yang terasa kalau saya cakap direct to the point..

(dalam hati...nasib baik x kantoi..uppsss)

i know im not special..

there is nothing special about me...

saya cakap ni..sebab saya pun tengah bosan..

saya nak cerita pasal awak..masalahnya awak siapa??

(meh sini saya nak ceritakan pasal awak pulak... ^^ busy body neh!!)

ok...i think orang pun muntah kalau cakap pasal diri sendiri kan..

sebab tak semua orang dengar apa yang kita cakap..

kalau dengar pun tak semua orang faham apa yang kita nak sampaikan..

 (harap2 faham la lepas ni yeee...)

everything happen for a reason..

p/s:: gambar tak da kaitan...its all some moments captured together with all my friends ^^

Purse!

i want purse..anyone who know where to buy high quality of purse??? 

i need purse... ^^

criteria purse that i want :

zipped

pink in color

textured leather

fabric inner lining

at least two compartment...

Cerita Si Gila

ok well..i just love made up some nonsense story ..and like before it is not related to anyone life ^^

Seorang lelaki yang agak berusia petah bersuara,sedang  mengeluarkan hujah-hujah bernas ,sambil diperhatikan penuh tekun oleh kanak-kanak yang bermain di taman permainan. Tidak kurang juga ibu bapa yang turut sama beriadah bersama anak-anak mereka. Berpakaian kemas dan teratur, berkaca mata besar, kepala botak ditengah dan sentiasa membawa kanta pembesar bersamanya. Begitula ciri-ciri yang ada pada lelaki tersebut.

Professor Aladdin:

Saya adalah professor Aladdin!

Ilmu ada tapi tak tau nak guna, itu kurang cerdik namanya, untuk belajar kita mesti rajin! Tiada orang pandai dan bodoh didunia ini, yang ada pun kurang cerdik sebab malas.

Jaaadddiiiii!!Saya disini dengan rela hati akan sedaya upaya menunjukkan kebolehan saya, bagaimana saya berfikir sehinggakan boleh sampai ke tahap ini. Anda semua boleh tanya apa sahaja kepada saya.

Budak 1 :

Professor, macam mana orang boleh sampai ke bulan?

Professor Aladdin:

Ohhh mudah saja, mereka menaiki kapal angkasa .

Budak 1 :

Macam mana kapal angkasa dibuat?

Professor Aladdin:

Kapal angkasa dibuat dengan alat-alat khas, kita tak mudah untuk membuatnya. Seperti yang saya katakan tadi, sebab itu kita kena cari ilmu. 

Budak 2 :

Professor boleh baiki barang-barang yang rosak tak?

Professor Aladdin :

Boleh…boleh…hantar ke rumah sahaja

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Kedatangan lelaki yang dikenali sebagai professor Alladin itu menjadi buah mulut penduduk sekitar  taman perumahan tersebut. Kebanyakan mereka mengkagumi kehebatan yang ada pada professor tersebut.

Penduduk 1:

syukur lah ada Professor tu, anak aku sekarang ni dah rajin  belajar sekarang ini. Kalau dulu asyik main je memanjang.

Penduduk 2:

Betul tu, free pulak tu. Anak aku pergi hantar kerusi patah kat professor tu semalam, pagi-pagi lagi dah siap. Tapi kerusi tu dah jadi pendek sedikit. Tapi tak kisahlah asalkan boleh guna semula.

Disebalik semak, kelihatan seorang lelaki berkepala botak tersenyum lebar selepas mencuri dengar  cerita penduduk kampung tersebut

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Kelihatan seorang budak kecil sekitar 9 tahun menangis seorang diri, sambil merenung 10 pasang selipar dihadapannya. Professor  Aladdin mendekati budak tersebut dengan rendah diri untuk membantu.

Profesor Aladdin:

Adik ni kenapa merenung selipar tersebut?

Budak kecil :

Saya keliru.

Professor Aladdin : (kehairanan)

Kenapa keliru, ini selipar letak kat kaki. Tak ada masalah pun nak pakai.

Budak Kecil:

selipar ni professor yang buatkan hari tu.  10 pasang semuanya. Saya ada tiga orang adik beradik. Saya risau macam mana nak bahagikan samarata selipar ini supaya setiap seorang dari kami dapat sama.

Professor Aladdin:

10 selipar, tiga orang. Sepuluh bahagi tiga. Tiga…tiga…tigaaa…errr…

(sambil tangan Professor Aladdin bergerak, cuba mencongak jawapan, muka berkerut)

Budak kecil :

Professor kenapa? Professor kan bijak pandai. Tolong lah saya.

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Professor Aladdin berjalan mundar mandir jalan raya. Dia ternampak batu-batu di tepi jalan lalu mengumpul sepuluh biji batu kesemuanya. Dia cuba membahagikan batu tersebut kepada tiga bahagian. Setelah mencuba, sebiji batu tinggal. Dia merenung batu tersebut dalam-dalam.

Professor Aladdin : Dapat!!!

(sambil mengetuk batu tersebut supaya terbahagi kepada tiga,)

 Saban hari professor Aladdin berjalan sambil membawa seketul batu kecil dan seketul baju besar. Pada hari siangnya, Professor Aladdin hanya duduk mengetuk batu kecil dengan batu besar. Setiap hentakan professor Aladdin akan melihat sama ada batu tersebut sudah terbahagai kepada tiga ataupun belum..

Kanak-kanak yang sering berkunjung ke rumah professor Aladdin semakin hairan melihat rumahnya tidak lagi terurus dan bertambah semakin hairan apabila melihat professor kesayangan mereka hanya duduk di tepi jalan sambil cuba mengetuk batu.

(imbas kembali )

Budak 1:

 professor buat apa?

Professor Aladdin :

Nak bahagikan batu ni kepada tiga.

Budak 1 :

Nak buat apa?

Professor Aladdin:

Nak bahagikan kepada tiga.

Budak 1 :

Kenapa nak bahagikan kepada tiga

Professor Aladdin :

Nak bagi kepada tiga orang la bodoh!

(Budak tersebut berlalu pergi)

Kini penduduk kampung mula lali dengan perbutan professor tersebut. Mereka tidak peduli. Malah, kanak-kanak turut melempar tiga biji batu setiap orang dari mereka. Mereka tidak berani menegur, kalau ditegur pasti ditengking olehnya.

Professor Aladdin : TIGAAAA…..!!!

 Psttt one go writing...many typo and bored perhaps =)

Futuristic

Assalamualaikum............

alhamdulillah..akhirnya sem 6 pun tiba...
happy ada sedih pun ada semuanya bercampur baur...

and skng ni sy sedang fikir apa saya nak jadi after graduated..

kalau sy nak jadi pensyarah..i have to further my study..for master..but im not really interested by research..im not into it..i guessed...

kalau sy nak jadi cikgu..student UPSI pun ada yg xdapat posting lagi..there are a lot of competition..

kalau nak jadi doktor..mmg sah lah x sesuai...maunya org tambah sakit klu sy jadi doktor..tapi tulisan dah ada ciri2 da..hihiihi

kalau saya jadi pegawai biasa? maybe...u know..im bit into this..because i dont cre what occupation need me..i am the one who need occupation...

thinking about my abilities....

i may be an idiot at first  but im a fast learner...(inshaAllah)...and im able to live in every working condition...(perluka bagitau??? PERLU..i was hoping that the reader of my blog owned a company or she/he is human research person) so they will hired me.... *i know im dreaming* u dun have to wake up me!! T.T

so im still thinking..."so selama ni rupanya saya takda matlamat hidup??, belajar tinggi tapi takda cita2?"

u know that...when i dream of something, i expect much from it..and from that situation..im choosy.. so from now on..i dont want to put specific ambition that i wanna be...i accept any job offer that i think im capable of..inshaAllah...i just wanna have some life..without rely on my parent...im big enough!matured enough!

there is nothing more or less...i hope i can see the right path of my future...always believe in Allah will...if HE will..then miracle is not impossible...end for tonight...inshaAllah..for the time being i will try my best to write everyday on my blog since writing make my brain worked out...!!even for two sentences =)

 

sincere ^^

as a human we live should spread love to each others...

if u lack of love...then the person who live with full of love should give u some love...

life is about give and take...

if u give me some..i will give back more to you...(not me, may be someone else =))

so i just wanna say about ikhlas..

"keihklasan itu ibarat semut hitam yang berjalan di atas batu di malam hari"

it hard to recognize..u urself know what the value of things that u hv given to ones life...

im not perfect, yet the imperfect make me thing all these matters...

i just think about it..even myself..i dont really now how sincere i am...

 

saya sendiri taktau sejauh mana saya ikhlas dengan diri saya sendiri...

i did hurt myself..as i did hurt others people...

you know..sometimes we have to muhasabah ourself to be a better person...

although it not guaranteed that we will fully change...

all these is just my idiot opinion....no hard feeling please....