kehidupan yang serabut???

dengan nama Allah....

alhamdulillah selepas berhempas pulas dengan FYP....kini musim exam pun tiba....
just pray for me...i want to get dean list for this semester..inshaAllah amin... ^^

tidak mengapa kalau kita nak berangan2 bukan? asalkan tidak menganggu hidup orang sudah laaa....
kadang2 kita tak perlu mengharapkan orang akan berbuat baik dengan kita...sebab fitrah manusia samaada mau melayan perasaan ataupun tidak...

ok...inshaAllah ada masa saya nak bercerita tentang FYP saya...tapi sekarang ni saya just nak coret2 yang bukan2 jelaaa..hihi ye laaa...nak exam kan...so tulis la apa yng disuka...

tapi..seriously..saya betul2 rasa serabut semenjak dua menjak ni..dont know why...sitambah lagi dengan sakit kepalanya..ditambah lagi dengan sakit hatinya

upssss!..hehe..saya manusia biasa kot..ada juga rasa sakit hati..rasa terbeban....
cumanya..kelemahan saya..saya tak suka tunjuk rasa marah...biarlah, sebab kalau saya tunjuk rasa marah..
saya takut jadi pergaduhan as well as berdendam...nak lari dari masalah pun tidak sama sekali, because i think this only a small matter laaa....

so, at least sy tak bergaduh dengan orang dahlaaa..let me live in peace as i pleased...cumanya ini tiada sangkut paut dengan cerita dulu, cerita dulu saya dah lupakan..kita buka buku baru..masing2 dah besar kan...well..memaafkan itu labih baik...berdendam itu jangan sekali...

dah tu...take home test saya baru je siap hari ni...orang lain dah siap dah,,siap bagi pinjam kat kawan2 lain plak tu..huhuhu..teroknya saya ni..huhuhuhu

kadang2 saya rasa nak bersendirian jaaa...kalau berdua pun saya nak org yang kedua tu pendiam je n tak banyak cakap...pening kapala deh..belum sembuh sepenuhnya dari FYP...i mean this moment...saya akan jadi aktif balik kalau lepas doing some workout mcm jogging..cycling..mmg betullah..kalau kita bersenam...badan sihat..otak pun cergas....fuhhhh....

adush..adush,..adush...fikir itu la..ini laaaa....adush..adush.....

memang la blog ni medium yang bagus untuk menghentam diri sendiri kan...well..this blog is mine... <3 br="">

Hati

Bismillahiramanirahim,,,,,,,


hati2 memilih hati takut termakan hati..
hati2 memberi hati takut terlebih hati..

hati..is something that we our self cannot define what truly inside our hati...
pepatah melayu juga cakap..

"rambut sama hitam, tapi hati lain2"

every man...have different characteristic of heart..
have different thought...
have different behavior....

everything is different....

setiap orang pasti ingin tahu hati seseorang di balik lindungan wajah...
namun, sebenarnya walaupun kita katakan sesuatu, belum tentu itulah sebenar2nya yang hendak kita katakan...

kadang2 kita sendiri tak tahu apa yang hati kita nak...
kadang2 kita mengharap orang akan memahami kita dengan cara perlakuan kita..
tapi adakah ianya melambangkan hati kita?
sebab itu, hanya kita dan Allah sahaja tau apa yang tersirat dan tersurat di hati kita...

kadang2 kita juga perlu jaga hati,
lebih senang hati kalau kita hidup tanpa menyentuh hati sesiapapun..
namun apakan dia kita manusia biasa...tidak sempurna itu fitrah..

"ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapa"

adalah situasi yang sangat sukar sebenarnya...
susah nak jaga hati ni...hatta hati sendiri pun susah nak dijaga...

itu lah uniknya hati,...

my clothes worth RM 3.00 for laundry!

in the name of Allah ...

in hostel lifestyle, we dine at cafeteria, take turn for shower or else we have to queue in order to get a room for shower as well as the toilet...

same goes to laundry time...in my hostel they also provide us  2 washing machines. we need to insert rm 2.00 coins in order to run the washing machine..they also provide a place  for us if we wanna wash clothes by hand...meaning that, there is a dobby room in my hostel..(in every hostel  for sure)

but it is not the main story i want to talk about. i was just feel so annoying before...

i was about to wash a buck of the clothes...and unfortunately the machine just accept 50 cents coins..i dont have any. yet, i went to a friend of mine and borrowed her triplet of 50 cent coins...feel lazy to move ^^

happily, i inserting the coin to the machine hole one by one. hoping for resting while waiting for the machine to be finished. unfortunately, after the second  50 cent, the machine did not respond to my others 50 cents..so there is no 50 cents left in my pocket.

i hit the hole of the machine, but nothing happen...i saw my watch 10.46 PM...the money changer is at the next block...whoa...feel soo lazzy and dizzy at the same time

unluckily, the other machine  has been used by someone (i dont know her either, i was thinking to used that too) but things that happened to me happened to her. so, we shared the same problem.. but her clothes was inside the machine together with the detergent.. such a waste if she just taken her clothes away..

i saw she kinda stress same like me, and going to somewhere (her dorm, i guess).. i was about to wash the clothes manually,  i take two pails (since a buck of clothes await me)..then the girl came again and inserting something and she managed to run the machine..

i ask her " how did you do to ?" then she  replied " im using the new 50 cent coin, the old 50 cent is bigger, maybe it couldnt pass the hole"...

old 50 cent

new coins style

then with hope, i went to the next block to change the money...with my pajamas and my pinky sweater...i run to the next block..

then i try once again, ....yeah!! it did work...so i thanked to her...

so today i wash my clothes worth Rm3.00 instead of RM 2,00....
deep inside my heart says that
 "as if i changed the money earlier instead of borrowing my friends coins"

so,
there is hope for every problem...i believe in that!
then dont hesitate to ask other people for help...
that the lesson i get today....

Siti Nurhaliza VS Aku

With da name of Allah....

perhatikan gambar bawah ni lama2 dan penuh penghayatan dulu.....errrrrr..

tapi sebelum baca dengan lebih detail..

sila sedia kan plastik ataupun mangkuk berdekatan...

paling bagosss baca entry ni kat dalam toilet..haahh senang kerja kau nanti....

(>_<)

aku kat atas tuh, siti kat bawah...

erk..takkan la korg tak kenal kan...D.Siti Nurhaliza tu.. kalau aku tak dikenali memang aku tak heran laaaa....tapi kalau aku dikenali aku jadi heran sangat2....tapi tu mimpi semata...hehehe

apa yang aku nak ketengahkan ni?????? conspiracy!!! jeng..jeng..jeng....

aku sebenarnya nak perasaan....sama tak muka aku dengan Siti..hahaha..(gelak besar nak pengsan)

dulu masa sekolah rendah...kiranya masa tu aku kecik dan kurus la...kawan aku tu cakap muka aku ngan siti serupaje ..ayah dia pun cakap benda yang sama, kalau siti buat performance kat pentas ayah dia cakap "c ehan tu kat TV"...tapi masa tu aku tak de perasaan aku buat biasa je...tapi sebenarnya hati aku berbunga riang juga...tapi aku nafi kan sambil gelak besar je...kang aku plak yang over!!

tapi bila da tua bangka lagi gemuk gedempol ni, baru aku nak terhegeh2 cakap muka kami sama....dah tu aku announce kat belog plak tu....isk..isk..isk....overkonpiden ni!

" maca sama jew....macam sama jew..macam sama jew...macam perasan lebey..choiiii!!!!!"

tapi kan aku tengok pun tak sama sebenarnya..tapi cheek kmi quite alike...i guesss... lalalalla~

that is why we look alike......XDXDXD

nampak tak dah terlebih perasaan disitu...walaupun orang tak nak mengakui kami ni sama....

aku tetap nak cakap yang kami ni sama tapi tak serupa....

dua2 pun suara sedap...cuma bezanya kalau Siti nyanyi semua orang tepuk tangan...tapi kalau aku yang nyanyi semua orang tepuk kat dahi pulak... hadoiii!!!!!! (>_<)

okey la...dah penat nak perasan...gambar ni aku edit guna photoscape...aku nak guna software yang hebat2 aku tak reti...aku ni bukan photograper's eye...

sampai disini saja aku berceloteh ^^

salam sayang dari saya KAK LIZA =P

Schedule of Life

tears....

is something unavoidable...

but relieving...

persuading...

is a must..

to show that we are right...

and we have that right..

strength...

a power of life...

if we keep it..

we'll live up high..

life..

is precious..

appreciation for the soul

so the soul keep living

what we have to deny

 we have to deny

 what we have to obey

we have to obey

 life is full of sorrow..

the sorrow of sadness

but dont envy the roses

the roses might blossom 

to swipe the dull into happiness

courage...

shows the true heart

the heart of being human

to do or to die?

why hesitate to move on..

while we have the chance 

the chance to reach the sky

to grab the stars

magic..

we all hoping for having it

but it just a fiction of life

dreaming is everyone doing

but to make the dream come true

its all about magic

why ask from the wrong person..

there is the one who never deny

the presence is inevitable

because  the presence is true 

yet everywhere

if we looking around,we'll know

we'll know who can we ask from

life was scheduled,

and the source is only ONE..

  

PENYIBUK??AKU AKU KA??

with the name of Allah...

nak dijadikan cerita..hari ni aku ada test pada malam hari, tapi aku da janji nak tolong member aku kat lab...so aku turun kiranya nk g lab..aku bawa bju lab sekali doh...

but i brought some of my notes...ye la mana tau ada pleasure time sket kn buleh la tgk2 notes tu...sekali..xde la pulak benda yang nak d buat...

so...i decide to stay at library for a while...then one of a friend of mine datang..then i ckp sma dia..mari la study sma2..

dia ni alim2, kalau dia buat presentation mcm beri ceramah lagaknya..selalu tegur orang kalau x kena mcm klu tudung singkat dia tegur..kind of la.

then i terfikir nak tanya dia.."perempuan macam mana yang ko suka?"
ye la klu da jenis orang yang macam tu teringin juga i nak tau kan...
then dia balas " yang biasa2 aja"
yang biasa2 aje mcm mana?macam siapa? i tanya balik
pastu i bagi la contoh2 perempuan yng baik2 kat dia..
pastu dia jeling..
dia cakap biarlah hati ini je yang tau
tak payah nak heboh2 kan...mulut manusia ni lain2...rambut je sama hitam...
he insist...then dia ckp la yang i ni kind of menyibuk, tapi in a manner word la
i x terasa pun la....

then i answered him " aku ada hak nak tanya something yang aku rasa nak tanya, dan aku letakkan hak untuk menjawab pada ko sendiri, aku tak paksa ko nak jawab soalan aku, aku cuma serkap jarang je, saje nak psyco ko..sebab kadang2 orang
ni hati dia boleh jadi lembut nak bercerita perihal sesuatu kalau psyco kita mengena "

dia diam n senyum....yay..i menang..!! tp sebenarnya dalam hati ni pun mengakui juga...

"penyibuknya aku ni"

Love Retard~

With the name of Allah....

love is in the air..yes its me!.

at that day, im asking u...

are u serious ?

then u answered me..yes i am...

i keep asking u.

because i know human feeling is just temporary

no mortal lives will live on earth...

and so the  feeling of human being T.T

i dont know how long u'll wait...

i dont know how long will the feel remain

but as long as i learn to love

i will learn to keep the feeling deep inside my heart..

no promises i could give..

no word i could express..

i long as u keep it..

ill keep it same as u!

i read so many love story,

and i hate to read it more..

the more i know about sweet men,

the less i feel to love u..

then i decide not to live in fantasies

fantasies kill my real feel..

prevailing the true feeling..

and i know, love is still in my <3 p="">

for u, for us

im just hoping 

Allah granted our wishes..

as i wished same as u..

and hoping u to wish same as me..