sincere ^^

as a human we live should spread love to each others...

if u lack of love...then the person who live with full of love should give u some love...

life is about give and take...

if u give me some..i will give back more to you...(not me, may be someone else =))

so i just wanna say about ikhlas..

"keihklasan itu ibarat semut hitam yang berjalan di atas batu di malam hari"

it hard to recognize..u urself know what the value of things that u hv given to ones life...

im not perfect, yet the imperfect make me thing all these matters...

i just think about it..even myself..i dont really now how sincere i am...

 

saya sendiri taktau sejauh mana saya ikhlas dengan diri saya sendiri...

i did hurt myself..as i did hurt others people...

you know..sometimes we have to muhasabah ourself to be a better person...

although it not guaranteed that we will fully change...

all these is just my idiot opinion....no hard feeling please....

somebody that i used to know

Assalamualaikum.....

its been so long i didnt write any updates...its just im tooo busy....

as the theme song, i proposed my blog title today..

chewaaahh.. 

you know that i have someone that i used to know right now...

i dun know why this thing distract me soo much..

can i just ran away from all thiss mess??

can i just sweep all the dirt that i made by myself without disturbing other people cleanliness??

am i that important to one life?

or u just wanna make use of others capabilities??

see how selfish u r!!

this is not about my feeling...

but my life

i know..run away musnt be the solution...

its not easy as eating pizza..huh! (why pizza??)

as for that im just worsen the situation...

but telling the truth is not good...

i dont dare enough to talk bad bout u to others acquaintance to me!

let me live as i pleased it to be...

im begging u...

on behalf of the word that we call as happiness...

let me choose the path that i wanted to be..

that all...thank you!

Big Man

Assalamualaikum...

today i have driven by something to write something on my wall here based on my illusion and based on my thought....

on 2nd of march, during the war at Lahad Datu Sabah by the Sulu people, i was going back to peninsular. i have my own war to be continued  and yet i am in the middle way of it.

my flight was scheduled on 5.30PM. compare to Airasia i would love to use more on Malaysia Airlines why?  because the services they gave is much better. the thing that i would love to share is about the type of passenger that also following the same flight as mine on that day.

based on my sight, i saw a group of businessman type or kinda politician. they are going to Sabah may be for business trip or to attend any seminar about their career. this is because all of them holding tha same bag given from the seminar. they talked each other as thay have known each other. they spoke as a "big man". they laughed as they have nothing to worried about especially in ter of money. they used the newest and branded electronic devices especially for their mobile phone. i just interest to observe these group of people because they caught my attention deeply. i dunno what matters they are discussing about but the way they talking is very energetic.

done witf my observation and the matter is, after the flight landed on KLIA depature area, (Alhamdulillah we arrived safely) all people were went out and the only things to be done is to grab our own luggage. during my way to the luggage collection,unfortunately i am about to crash with one of the businessman i describe before. and the man said "eh langgar2 plak" and i apologise for being that clumsy. and my heart said "wah! garang juga!"i continue my walk... since i walked alone then i realized that i walked behind them all. am i walked too slow or they walk too fast?

then i conclude that,  a great man do not watse their one second. they are walking too fast since i felt aches on my leg because the fact is i tried to walk over them. but i failed.

finish with that. and now my semester 5 in UiTM is just began. hopefully i make it better than previous semester. though, of all what i have is based on Allah mercy same as u guys. now, i declare myself as resident student. how i miss to live in hostel. meeting someone new, no cooking and so on.

the main purpose of my story today is. dont waste any second of your time because time is soo precious and any of us can be succeed if we want it and when we became the "big man" for one day other people view us as someone 'wow!' hehehe...

end of it ^^

The End of SEM 4

Alhamdulillah..today is my last class for semester four in here (UiTM)....

what a hectic day, exhausted life i have..

with not enough sleep i have....

with eye bag on my eyes.

gain weight ( before i just post on my weight loss, and it seem to jump again dude!)

messy life...

even my own bed sheet i dont have time to make it neat....

having class at night...

continue doing assignment....

what a stress day i have.....

and alhamdulillah...with stress and depress i manage to reduce all the burden one by one... hooraaayyy!!

im happy for it...

it time to hibernate for 1 to two days...then continue struggling for the final exam....horayyyy...

because after that..my home sweet home is waiting!!!...

dear syg, i going to leave u for a while soon :)....

when there is will there is a way!

just remember Allah is the strong..so seek strength from him...
Allah is the greates planner, so have faith in HIM...in shaa Allah...end.

Forgive me...

today i totally lost by making a bad decision...

forgive me for all mistakes i've done...

forgive me for every bad word i've spoken...

but to be truth...all things that i've made, i have my own reason for doing that..

kepulangan

setiap kali pertemuan pastinya ada perpisahan yang berlaku...

dan pastinya perpisahan akan mengundang kesedihan...

bagaimana pula dengan kepulangan?

adakah ianya kepulangan yang dinanti? atau kepulangan yang di tangisi...

selama ini  kepulangan memberikan makna yang amat besar buat saya..

setiap kali cuti, pasti sayalah orang yang paling gembira kerana bakal menemui adik beradik yang lain, ibu dan bapa, saudara mara...

semestinya saya juga ingin bergurau senda dengan mereka..sama seperti anda semua...

itulah kepulangan yang di nanti2...namun saya tau kepulangan itu pastinya bukan satu jangka masa yang panjang..

dan harus saya akui, bahawa perpisahan pasti berlaku dan kesedihan pula berpaut pada hati...

itu dulu, kini.....

saya merupakan salah seorang yang melihat kepulangan..kepulangan kawan-kawan ke kampung halaman mereka..

sedih bukan? di saat orang lain sedang bergembira, kita bergelut dengan berasaan rindu yang menggunung tinggi?

hanya bagi mereka yang mengalami pasti merasai peritnya perasaan itu...teeettt!!!!!!!!!!

*end*

Hari ini..

Sudah lama tidak menjenguk blog..haish..

bukan tiada masa...masa sentiasa cukup..

tapi saya plak yang malas nak naip2 ni...heeeeheeee (senyum paling lebar ni)

Hari ini saya duduk depan Laptop...

berfikir dan terus berfikir...

tentang masa yang akan datang...(ahaks..berteka teki plak...)

what am i for 5 years from now?

am i a lecturer ?

teacher?

agronomist?

officer?

manager?

or housewife?

hehe..all these thing i still cannot see..(what bout u guys? )

all that i listed above is my ambition...(just my ambition okeh? )

insyaAllah..ada rezeki i got two jobs from the listed ambition above...hehehehe cer teka? what is it?

it all depend on Allah..i know HE is the greatest planner for us..HE know the best for me, you and us...=)

apa saya melalut ni??? hehe..sebenarnya saya just want to talk nonsense..rasa mcm tidak best plak bila tengok blog ni kosong dan terbiar..so biarlah sy isi dengan something yang tidak berfaedah...

recently, we are going to Shah Alam..for open faculty carnival..and kawan-kawan yang sama course and batch dengan saya usik saya dengan dia ni...

semua orang terkejut..sebab dia ni bukan jenis yang bergaul sangat dengan orang..sampai orang tanya saya.. "eh, camna kamu pikat dia ni? dia ni tak mudah jatuh cinta" then sy senyum je..tak perlu kata apa2...

mesti korang heran bin plek kan?? kan? kan? kenapa sy cakap cm ni? hihihi..

okeh memang saya mengaku dalam blog ni...i have someone who cheers my life after the heartbroken..(heartbroken?? ummmmm....i guess..)

hissshhh..susah la mau cerita ni....(okey lain kali kalau ada masa saya cerita the full story bout it)

apapun yang terjadi saya harus terima dengan redha...it just im happy with my life now...

and now..raya haji is coming..but im not really feel to celebrate it..why? because..im not going back home..

and u guys know how i miss my mom and bapa?

mama cakap "tidak payah la ko balik, ko beraya saja di sana"

actually, sebelum tu saya baru berhasrat mau pujuk mama supaya belanja tiket balik... uuwaaaaaa... (what to do? )

i have a lot to tell the world bout myself here in my blog..it just im quite sleepy now..and this coming holiday insyaAllah im going to update here..and tell my blog what happen to my life recently...

ya Allah..kalau itu yang terbaik untukku..aku terima dengan redha segala ketentuanmu....=)

salam.. =)