break up?

okey...bila one of ur friend break up..apa ko nak buat?
adakah ko akan cakap "xpe, banyak lagi lelaki kat dunia ni..."
atau pun " laaaa...relaks laa,bnyk lagi yang mahukan kau.."
or 'ini ujian tuhan..hadapi dengan tabah ya?"

hehe..ok..aku ada kawan dia baru break up...
dia sedang bersedih hati..tapi aku tak tahu macam mana nak pujuk dia..sebab?
aku ni memang tak berapa pandai nak pujuk orang la...

so..as a result...dia dengan kekecewaan dia..dan saya pula berlapang dada....
jahat juga la..tapi this is me kot...

to my dearest friend yang baru break,
saya pun pernah break so sy rasa ok jgk la kalau sy ckp cm ni kan?
memang kita rasa sedih kalau kita dibreak...
tapi tu sementara je..sepatutnya kita perlu bersyukur..sebab Allah tunjukkan kita awal-awal yg dia tu bukan jodoh untuk kit.. and Allah is a good planner..kalau bukan dengan dia may b Allah nak temukan kita dengan orang yang lebih baik..insyaAllah...

kalau ada jodoh, jauh mana pun kita dengan dia..Allah pasti akan dekatkan hati kita dengan dia..
just put it on Allah's power!

The Oldies~

Peace upon u guys...

as time pass..people change.. and the age also change day by day, month by month and year by year..

the young people will turn into old people..so do the way of thinking and their lifestyle..

ok why im talking thiss??? its nothing much actually..

since i know this old man..i wanna share his story here..let the name be anonymous.. 

let me describe his character..he is::

• energetic
• futuristic
• modern thought
• very talkative

unfortunately, he love to flirt around with girls by talking nonsense!...all story about 18 above...and he talk anything that he thinks right and want to.

girls may feel annoy towards him..even boys may have the same kind of feel. as for me, at the beginning i know him. i have the same feeling to. but as the time pass. i thnk bout it deeply. why am i supposed to treat my thinking like that? just because he act kinda lil bit annoying...

he is 60++..and he act might be different with us...which is 20++....obviously different. to be honest i think that he is awkward! always call girls name which have a good looking of face and body. my name? of coz not. im not that beauty to be called. but i really dont care and i feel happy for it.

can u imagine he'll call like this "Misha? what make i love to see u?"

girls out there? what will u think if somebody say like that to you?

you know what, since we have class with him twice a week, we dont go for his class at least for one class. and sometimes we even absent for both class...the reason is?we just feel..."it nothing we have if we attend the class, because he always talk nonsense!"

sorry sir for talking this way (guess u guys know what he is right?)...

but now, i've change my opinion towards u. i never try to understand what people need, what they behave, and what they want at that stage of age.

besides the things that i have listed above about his characteristic, i thing he is a nice man, a good husband, a tolerant father and a lovely grandfather. why i think like this?

ok at that time he ask us, what is the thing that people at his stage love the most and want most?

i replied "misha" the girl name that he always call. he shut and said, no its not. so he ask again and no one could answer  it. then he open his ipad, and shows his grandchild picture. oppsss...i never thought that he love his grandchild so much.

ok that is the first situation that change my view upon him. the second situation he said this. "bersatu kita teguh bercerai kita?," he left the question mark and i replied "bercerai kita khawin lagi," all my classmate laugh. but he just shut. he think for a second and said. " noo...actually man doesnt love to have that, man dont like divorcing, because without women, man will feel weak," oh, i was taken aback! and he continue " kalau isteri xde, sy jadi lemah, kalau sebelum ni dia kemas rumah dalam masa 5 minit je, then bila dia xda saya kemas rumah ambil masa 1 jam, sebab tu la saya akan rasa lemah kalau cerai,"

then, it change me....i realize he just love to see girls in blush when he call their name... an old people will change their behavior! they become more childish and need more attention actually. at that stage of age, they need all the response...because they know at that stage of age, they should prepare for the life here after.

he want to create a good memory with all those people around. so i decide to go to his class... for every class!! and u guys know what? he remember my father's name. hahaha...i feel funny actually....

so i decide to just grab what the good things he deliver! 

nobody is perfect! should remember bout this! people may have different thought and want. they did it may be for some reasons.dont question why he act that weird..but question to urself  how to change that? 

if we keep talking about people weaknesses people will be the same. 

dear sir, if u read what i have wrote here. apologize me for what i have said. as a human being i do love u as i respect and love the oldies! and most importantly, i do admire ur career, education level and achievement. have blessed from Allah always. amin!. 

i am CLEAN!

peace upon u guys^^

okeh, its quite a long time i didnt write any entry update here...why??? because i've been infected by M VIRUS!!hoho...MALAS doh~~cewaaaah...haha

im just quite interested with the latest issue..which is BERSIH..

i wanna make some confession here!! IM NOT THAT BERSIH!

let i make it neutral...i dun wanna make my own conclusion..

ye laaa..nanti tetiba aku plak kena hentam org2 bersih ni..or aku di langgar plok ngan keta polis ni...

ish~aku lom kawen lagi, x mo la k.. =(..ahaks...

i just love MALAYSIA so much!..aku syg mesia melebihi aku syg BF aku..kau ader??haha

i just curious, some people tend to demonstrate their feeling and at the end they get what??? nothing!

yes! kita ni berada dlm negara yang demokrasi..we can speak anything...but why with that demonstration..

what do other people..i mean outside Msia talk bout Msian people??? ok..mmg la kita nak politik yang bersih..kan??? kita nak suara kita di dengar...tapi???at the end what happend? oh may be i know nothing..ok i admit.. this is from my poiint of view.. if u wanna make me real understand..pls do tell me in a manner  way k??

one more, people do talk to each other like we are not a human being!!..

may be for PR people talk to UMNO people,...same goes to UMNO people will talk to PR people..

"bodo la sape yang sokong UMNO tu"

"anjing..**^*%&^$^"

"bab..."

for those who saying that towards other people..it reflect to one yg ckp bnda tu...common la..

poeple will have different view of thinking..they choose it for reason..dont simply say that "sape sokong si polan, masuk neraka"...eeee..aku rasa nk tembak je kalau ade org ckp mcm tu...mcm la neraka tu di buat untuk tu...it all ALLAH's power...ALLAH is the greatest planner..kita xde hak nak kutuk org laa...

aku skng ni neutral..im not ready to elect any..just because..im a student and i thnk its better for me to concentrate on my study..who know im the one who be the politician???hahaha kidding mate(>_<)...

i just wanna enhance my knowledge..ye la aku ni still "nothing" compare to adam adli...hehe..i know nothing..hehe...klu org main DOTA..sy ni dikategorikan sebagai "NOOB"...haha...

eh..aku dah mencarut lebih laaaa....aku ckp pasal bersih..tiba2 tercakap plak sal lain..ahahaha...

dan kepala aku msh sarat dgn idea ni..tp tangan aku x mengizinkan..sbb apa??sbb aku dah malas..aku nk ckp apa lagii? sbb semua orang ade pendirian mereka sendiri..just ask urself..what do u really want actually....ok end here =)

Kasihan si kura-kura...

kasihan si kura2..mendapat nama walhal dia tidak bersalah...

kasihan si kura2 di cemuh namanya walhal itu mmg fitrahnya..

kasihan si kura2 di sebut namanya walhal dia tidak pernah manyakiti...

"kura2 dalam perahu, pura2 tak tahu"

"lambat la ko ni, mcm kura-kura2"

ini la kura2

cerita arnab dan kura2 sering kali di kaitkan untuk di jadikan teladan..arnab selalu berbangga dengan kelajuan yang ada padanya...sebab kura2 mmg lambat...hihi

kura2 minum air juga mcm manusia...hihi

dalam cerita kura2 dan arnab, arnab yang merasakan bahawa dia ni cukup pantas dan yakin bahawa kura2 tidak dapat mengalahkannya lalu tidur sebentar..dan tanpa disedarinya, kura2 sudah pun mengejarnya...

jangan ingat kura2 lambat bejalan dia selalu ke belakang ye...

maju dah kura2 sekarang..

Alkisah nak di jadikan cerita...aku ada kawan...boifie dia ckp kura-kura ni bole di makan...
then dia terus tnya mak dia..
"mak, kura2 bole di makan ke?"lalu mak dia pun jawab...
"hahahaha, makan la kau cengkerang kura-kura tu"
kawan aku ni pun berfikir sebentar...dan ketawa sendiri...
dalam hati dia " aku dah terkena!"
sejak hari tu, dia digelar si kura-kura...

so kawan2...bole ke makan kura2???hahahaha...
kalau ade org penah mkn kura2 ni bgtau eh sedap ke x...hihihi...

cuti tak perlu kata apa2~

Cuti secuti-cutinya…..

Ok…sekarang ni tgh cuti sem..i feel like…whoaaaa….i wanna sleep and eat everytime and surely gain weight!..o my Allah..i gain my weigh again?huhuhu…

Today..i wanna share bout my life recently…hehehe…

On 23^rd jan..i’ve landed..home sweet home..wait for my coming..cewaaaa..hehehe..

Unfortunately im not directly going back to my house even though I ‘ve landed at 2 o’clock…jalan2 dlu sekitar KK baaa…

Then im visiting my grandma..and attend kenduri doa selamat for my Uncle..pray for him spya lekas2 sembuh yee..insyaAllah…

I arrived at my home sweet home at 11.30 PM o’clock..can u imagine??? Then got blackout…huh! Tidur dalam kegelapan..laaa mcm x biasa kan??kikiki…

U know what impress me bout my self?hehe I manage to finish a novel within for less than 24 hours…haha..i dunno whether to novel Is sooo intresting..or im the one who really free and doing nothing…novel tu tajuknya “akhirnya aku khawin”..mengisahkan pasal pompuan kategori comel (muk2) yg akhirnya berkahwin..hehehe..kira mcm sy jugak la…chubby is cute kan???? Tp bezanya im not into getting married yet okeh!

Wewewe…musim buah2 lah msh…so petang2 bapa suh p petik rambutan ..and nanti mak jual…biasa org len klu dia pegi petik then duit tu dia pnya..tp sy x…huhuhu..but I dun care..sbb nti klu sy masuk sem baru..diorng jg bg saya duit..so I really2 dun care at all!!!!...im hepi seeing them hepi…(pergh..ayat2 anak perasan mithali la kononnya tu…cesss!) hahaha

Then one thing that makes me hepi soo much is…all my family (yg ada dekat2 sini je laa)..balik…except for my brother yg keja d Kajang..wiwiwiw…and once again I become “makcik yg berjaya”..hohoho..garang niii….hm makcik bole la..klu buang cik kat belakang tu..belu bole lg laaa..

Okeh..year before..i put some entry with some love story of mine..but now no more (>_<)..yi haaa…

Dah 3 bulan I’ve been like this..and I enjoy mylife..with stories and dories..everything I put to Allah..yakin dengan segala yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya…apa pun terjadi pasrah dan redha je laa…

Eh3..mcm promote la pulak..kikiki...(its not okeh!).but it really2 disturbing me..annoy me…so I decide to forget everything and buka buku baru…huhuhuhu..

one more thing...hurm..i've fallen for???..

haha..this is just a nonsense story of mine..just wanna fulfill my pleasure time...

Hurm..nti buka sem x sabar nk cek..how much I gain my weight..uwaaaa!!!!!...

dont let ur word unspoken!

peace upon u guys!!

first of all...i wanna express my deepest feeling bout my examination...
i feel awkward! poor me..im scared!i've done my best but not through the best method..
okeh...it just dont let ur word unspoken..so i tell u guys bout my deepest feeling bout my exam...
how bout urs?

im sure each one of us mast have something...really something that we wanna say..but we cant...and im sure..there must b some reason for not telling the true colour of ur heart right?

okeh.... 1st situation...
we fall in love with someone..but we dont have any courage to tell him/her...just because we afraid of being rejected( usually for men).. and mostly for women..they afraid nanti apa pula org ckp.. "perigi mencari timba" nti...hehe...


2nd situation...
kita buat salah kat someone..but kita x berani to ask for apologize...so kita diamkan diri je laa....kita takut nak cakap may be becoz we afraid to make him/her getting mad more than before or may be nak jaga maruah la katakan..."kalau sy yang minta maaf jatuh la pride sy..."

3rd situation..
we really in need..but very helpless...we wanna ask for help..but no one we cant get through with..so as a result we just keep quiet..and let the things even worsen..till somebody as us if we need their hand..."nak minita tolong..haish..malu laa.." ye la may be juga kita pernah buat jahat ngan dia before this...so kita jd ssh nak terus terang..nak mnta tolong....ye laaa...ego klu dah tinggi..tinggi la sgt..pergh..

based on the 3 situation...what do u thnk off...

the 1st thing bout love...
as my friend experienced it before...she said that "klu kita tidak berterus terang..itu lebih menyakitkan..cakaplah kepadanya..biarpun hati kita terluka..kerana selepas confess..kita akan rasa tenang sikit..dan perasaan towards him/her akan berkurangan"...
ye la..sy pun pernah juga baca.."kalau kita suka kat someone..jgn bgtau dia..nanti Allah kurangkan rasa cinta kita padanya..tapi bagitau kat Allah...that we realy wanna have him/her in our life!yup..cus Allah can do anything!"

the second situation...apologize...
dlm dunia ni ada dua hubungan yg kita perlu jaga....which are habluminallah..and hablumninnas...iaitu hubungan dengan Allah dan hubungan sesama manusia...
klu kita ada wat dosa...ask forgiveness from Allah..but if we did hurt someone...we should ask forgiveness from that person..huhu..
so as we still have time..just apologize for what we have done!...human doesnt live longer..so...dont let ur word unspoken..or else u'll regret it for ur whole life...sebagai contoh..kita sakitkan hati mak kita..then kita tak nak mnta maaf..kita biarkan je..tp jauh d sudut hatikita sygkan mak kita..tp kita ego nak mnta maaf kat dia...sooo...as the time passed...ibu kita di jemput ilahi...and kita belum mnta maaf kat ibu kita...sedangkan syurga itu d telapak kaki ibu....terlajak tekan pedal boleh break..terlajak naik bole turun..kalau terlajak melukai, it takes time to recover..and sometime we cant even cure it!!...

as for the 3rd situation...guidance!
yeah..we cant live alone in this world...how can u treat ur wound at the back???u still need someone!..jgn temberang la ckp "eh aku bole aje tinggal sorng2..aku tak perlukan korng semua"..common laaa...life isnt wonderful as we owes want it to be!...
kalau kita need help..just ask for the help..jgn nak berlagak laaa...ok..sebagai contoh..kita ada masalah duit..sgt2 kritikal...nak mnta parent malu..sbb bru minggu lalu kita mnta duit..so..as a result..terpksa pnjam jap ngn kawan..laa sikit je laaa..utk mkn je pon...taappiii..klu kita tak ckp cm na org tau yg kita dlm kesusahan btol x???so? dont let ur word unspoken...

okeh..i admit not all of us can do this..ye la ada org lebih senang mendiamkan diri.."biarlah aku tanggung sendiri semuanya..."..tp ada juga yg tak tahan..nak juga bgtau..sbb hati ni kan mcm lbh sakit klu kita pendam sorng2..cewaaah....



apa pun...put Allah first..tell Allah..luahkan segalanya pada DIA..sesungguhnya..dia lebih tahu apa yg kita tak tahu..>>psttt..pas ni cari lagu nasyid tajuk HANYA TUHAN YANG TAHU<<<<
hehehe...end.

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.h.i.p

with da name of ALLAH...

First of all sy gembira sgt2...alhamdulillah ya Rabb..paper dah abes...redha dan tawakal je la dgn apa yang bakal berlaku..

ye la..saya rasa nak share sal ni okeh!

hari tu sy g makan...pas tu sy ternampak ada seorng OKU...dia g mkn dengan 2 org kawannya...

masa tu sy dan kawan2 tgh wat stdy group + seorng dak laki, akim namanya..

akim ckp..dia ( budak OKU tu) dulu normal..sama cm budak lain..pandai..and semualah..tapi dugaan Allah menimpa beliau...dia kemalangan then berubah jd kurang upaya..(nauzubillah)..

saya x tahu kenapa..tapi saya tertarik dengan kawan2 yang sudi menjaga dia...hurm..tu la di namakan kawan dunia akhirat...

u know i've been thinking of both his friend life..are they socialize like others? hurm...for sure yes!.they have their own way on how to do that..

its hard to find a good friend like they did...! believe me...it HARD!...when u such in a burden..rare people want to be by urside...but if they did..appreciate them...!!

insyaAllah i'll do the same...no one is perfect..yet..ALLAH is the best to be by ourside..=)