brave and courage

Salam..give thnks to Allah..

saya sje je nk share..sal brave and courage...

ye la kita slalu dengar..org salu kata..'tanpa keberanian, mimpi x bermakna" ye x??

same goes here...

its about life...

biasanya org slalu ckp..

"ko mesti la brani...klu bukan ko sape lg??"

tp kita x tahu ..utk menjadi berani bukan senang...

bukan mudah untuk menjadi berani...tapi kita kena juga jadi berani..

its not about how much we can defend our-self..its about how we can settle the problem..

ye la....kalau kita gaduh ngn someone...then keep on gaduh tnpa ada sesiapa yg mau mengalah..

masing2 tidak mau kalah..so problem pun makin melarut la jadinya...

tp cube kita trus settele..

contohnya..kita ckp "sorry la...aku mmg salah..aku x sengaja"..walhal itu bukan salah kita..im sure..mmg sakit hati la kalau buat g2..tp kita kena berani la kot...berani utk jadi pesalah...

ye laa..think of this situation la kan::

ok after gaduh2..mmg dua belah pihak xnak berdamai...bila sampai satu tahap..salah satu pihak mesti x puas hati malah dari pertelingkahan kata2..menjadi pukul2....then sampai la satu tahap..di mana emosi manusia yg x boleh dikawal..dendam menjadi kesumat..dan pembunuhan pula...sape rugi???

ok...mcm kisah ni...

Rina dan Alya dua org sahabat yang sentiasa bersama..susah senang mereka hadapi bersama...

namun kehadiran Amirul dalam persahabatan mereka menjarakkan hubungan persahabatan yang telah lama terjalin....

pendek kata..pahit Rina..pahit juga bagi Alya....manis Alya..manis juga bagi Rina...

Amirul...lelaki yang hadir..saat kedua mereka sudah mengenali erti apa itu cinta...

tanpa disedari..kedua sahabat ini mencintai Amirul..

lelaki yang hadir tatkala kedua sahabat melakar saat2 manis...walau telah bertahun lamanya mereka bersama...

Amirul datang meminta pertolongan daripada kedua sahabat..ingin menjalin sama persahabatan.. dan menjadi 3 sekawan...

malangnya..Rina mahupun Alya..terikat dengan kebaikan dan prihatin Amirul...

Amirul memang tidak mendambakan cinta..cukup sekadar..seorang teman sebagai tempat perkongsian suka dan duka...

malangnya...persengketaan antara Rina dan Alya mula tercetus..setelah masing2 mengetahui perasaan mereka terhadap Anirul...

21 tahun memori indah yang dilalui bersama terus lenyap hilang daripada ingatan keduanya...

tiada sudah sapaan mesra...

tiada sudah gurauan mesra...

yang ada hanya dendam dan tingkah semata2 untuk memenangi Amirul..

kedua mereka ingin tampak hebat..di depan seorang insan bergelar lelaki bernama Amirul...

Amirul...

lelaki yang menjadi idaman dua sahabat..terus buntu mengenangkan dua sahabat barunya..

yang padanya..pasangan sahabat yang sempurna..menjadi teman di dunia mahupun akhirat...

semakin hari semakin suntuk masa baginya..namun jauh di sudut hatinya sudah mula menyenangi Rina yang lebih manja dan menyenangkan hatinya...

ingin diluahkan kata hati dan perasaan yang sebenarnya terpendam, tapi..bagaimana?

Amirul juga tidak mahu kehilangan dua sahabat ini...

masa kian menghampiri..Amirul nekad..

dia perlu berani untuk berterus-terang..

tentang dia dan mereka..

tentang segala yang harus di pulihkan kembali...

helaian rambut kian berguguran....

air mata turut menitis tatkala memikirkan kemungkinan yang bakal terjadi..

pagi itu...Rina dan Alya menerima pesanan ringkas di telefon..

menyuruh mereka agar pergi kesuatu tempat yang bisa membuatkan hati sesiapapun gundah dan gelisah...

melihat sahaja keadaan Amirul kedua sahabat bagaikan terkedu..walau musuh yang dulunya sahabat kini berada d depan mata, kini sudah tidak dipedulikan lagi..

perasaan terhadap Amirul lebih penting...

Amirul..

dangan kekuatan yang terkumpul....

dengan kecekalan dan keberanian yang masih tersisa..mula memulakan bicara..

"Rina dan Alya...Mirul sayangkan awak berdua..tapi Mirul tak dapat sayangkan awak berdua lebih dari seorang sahabat..datang Mirul pada kamu berdua, bukan untuk mendamba cinta dan kasih...lantaran Mirul hanya inginkan teman untuk berbicara kala nyawa yang ada masih tersisa..." Mirul terdiam....hatinya mmg terpaut pada Rina....namun dia hanya matikan saja hasrat itu..kerana masanya tidak lama...

Rina dan Alya hanya menjadi pendengar yang setia...

"selama ini Mirul rahsiakan tentang pekara ini...Mirul gembira dapat bertemu dua sahabat yang sempurna seperti Rina dan ALya...Mirul bersyukur sangat...dapat merasai saat-saat gembira setelah Mirul rasakan yang dunia Miru kelam dan samar..".....

:Rina dan Alya..sengaja Mirul memilih awak berdua sebagai teman Mirul...Mirul hidup tak lama..dengan keadaan yang Mirul hadapi..mana mungkin dapat membahagiakan Rina mahupun Alya...paling penting..Mirul tak sanggup lihat persengketaan ini.."

"Rina dan Alya..tolonglah Mirul buat terakhir kalinya...tolong kembali seperti dulu..ini permintaan mirul yang terakhir kalinyaa...Mirul tidak menyintai kalian berdua..Mirul sayang Rina dan Alya..tidak lebih dari seorang sahabat.."

Rina dan Alya hanya tertunduk..air mata mula menitis..setitis demi setitis....

tangan yang dulu dingin..kini mula bertaut...redup pandangan Amirul jelas kelihatan..

nyatalah..Amirul bukan sahaja terseksa dek penyakit kanser yang dihidapinya..malah turut terseksa kerana sengketa yang tercetus antara Rina dan Alya...

sejurus itu..tangan yang bertaut kini didakap...dakapan yang telah terbuang..hanya kerana cinta....cinta yang mematikan persahabat yang terjalin bertahun lamanya....

pemergian Amirul masih diingat..Rina dan Alya kini kembali menjadi dua sahabat..malah keakraban semakin menyerlah.......

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end of that story.................

so apa pengajaran yang kita dapat???

brave and courage.........

berani lah untuk berterus terang..walaupun ianya pahit untuk ditelan......

tidak semua insan mampu melakukannya.....

ok..mungkin lebih bnyk kisah dan situasi yang kita boleh kaitkan dengan keberanian ini...

cos..it is too subjective to be defined....

hanya kita tahu apa kita mahu..

hanya kita tahu..apa kita perlu..

dan hanya kita tahu siapa diri kita...

end here...love u guys...

~~sarcasm~~

when boys said::

i'll waiting for u...

till the end of my life..

you owes be mine forever..!!

i cant accept..

when u fall to others...

please be mine..

u fill my day..

u cheers me..

i just want to be yours..

forever..

but...

since we are no longer in a relationship..

i just let you go...

coz..u make things complicated..

just be happy and find another...

cos i have someone..

who is much better than u..

i'll forget bout u..anything!!!

ur hobbies..

fav food..fav drinks..

who you are..

anything!!

u hurt me so much..

u make me in such a burden..

but i know it not the

end of my life..

so i've find another...

let finish here..

or else my heart get hurt..

even yours...

*************

girls replied::

i know..

everything is my fault..

but i cant stand with the way

you love me..

so i'll find another..(as if)..

i'll find someone better than u..(who?)

i dont need u anymore..

and i dont get frustration that much..

i love the way i live now...

but..how can u find another

this quick huh?

do u have some spare before?

sorry for hurting u..this is the last..and i wont remember u anymore...

im sorry for still having some of our memories..

to be honest..i dont reject u that bad..

i still have some feelin..

but i just want to have some freed..

i'll continue be with u..

but not very soon..

cos now is not the right time..

im not ready for having any serious commitment..

but..when things like this happen..

i feel that...

i've changed my mind..

and im serious..

its not u anymore!.

thousand times u ask..

i wont accept it any longer..

***********

whatever is it...Allah is always be with us..

Allah knows everything..

Allah has reason for giving us the wrong people first..

then we learn from our mistakes..

"Allah forgive all my sins..

through all day long..

i just need your love..

more than anything else...(insyaAllah).."

let bygone be gone..

**********

friends...i post this due to now scenario..

most people cannot accept breaking up,

with their couple..

but they dont realize..

there are a lots of people love them more than

their couple..

even..ALLAH is always love all of us..

its just..we are the one who always forget Allah....

and im sure..some of us may have this kind of experience..

including me..

but i manage to live like heaven..(insyaAllah)

thanks Allah...

my short thought!

mati itu pasti...hidup insyaAllah...

hehe..tetiba je teringat kata2 ni...pendek tp sgt bermakna tau..

ada lg yg slalu sy baca..

"cinta kan bunga,bunga kan layu..

cintakan harta, hartakan habis..

cintakan manusia, manusia kan mati..

cinta Allah, cinta abadi.."

im not categorize as a good person..but nothing wrong if sy ckp sume bnde ni...

yes i've done a lot of mistakes...yes i do many sins...

but as a human i am not perfect...

but i may not be ur puppet..

for u to kick when u r in anger..

for u to play when u get bored..

i dun need other people to sympathy on me..

but they recognize how do i look like...

it seem they care so much bout me..

than u...

anything i can't do...

i cannot give the best for my friends..

who always be my side during my bad time..

i cannot share my happiness with them

..

all i need to do is..be with u..

eh..mengarut betul la ko ni ehan..

tetiba jeee...

haha..yes i am...

im not in a good mood..

thanks mate!

for cheering my days..

makes my life meaningful..

with tears and sorrow..

i manage to live like heaven..

all this is my own request...

no regret...

this is the best...

insyaAllah...

ends of all stories..and this is my new beginning...

my new chapter of life...

meeting new people..

be nice and be friend with them...

we live temporarily..

so do i am...

haha...as i say just now...

all those love is also temporary...

except Allah..

so..if we are in such a burden..

ask him..tell him..

he grant all the wishes from sumone..

who really in need and have faith with HIM..

we are not belong to sumone...

we belong to Allah..

HE create us..and HE takes our soul..

when the right time is come...

but when..its all we dunno..

and no one will no..

all the magician stuff and theories..

are stupid at all..i dont believe in them..

but it really work by having syaitan..

to help them...

oh..ehan ..ko dah mengarut bnyk sgt...

can u stop it ehan??

ouh.i cant..

haha..darah panas msih mengalir..

hahaha...(evil laugh)..

i know..

Allah already decide the best for our life..

it our own choice ..

but i hope...all the bad memories is gone,,

i dont need them anymore...

LOVE is universal...

so..love people who love u...

love people who hates u...

all i do is pray...

pray to Allah..

to give the best for me..

insyaAllah...

cupid of love 2

Assalamualaikum..peace upon u guys...

its not much i want to share...i just wanna continue my previous story about the cupid of love..

hehehehe...but this is not the next story..i just giving up wif my plan and story telling on making them to be together....*tired* of being busy body huh!!!...

am i busybody either???hurm..i just get curious when sumting weirdo happen in front on me...

actually they are getting close and closer...talk to each other...texing..calling...missed call...everythng they had done..but........huh!one thing that we didnt realize and think about it...

this question appear in my mind for every

time he shows sumting weirdo..differ from others..

he is not like other man...he used most likely a women stuffs...bag and pink kaler...huh...

lastly..we never try to know whether he has GF or not..hahaha..if we really make them fall in love to each other..then how about their partner?..ok.......

then me and my friend decide...we stop

here...more over, they already get some connection...and it up to them on how they act to each other..orite?

i've done my part...

as long as im happy and they are happy...its enough then...or else..trouble will happen on me...aigoooo..

end of cupid of love here....

anak Orang Kaya

lagu ni saya modify dari lgu jimmy palikat "anak kampung"..
and kami nyanyi bersama2 dengan kawan2 sy..which are fazilah and eyra awang...enjoy!!!
mase ni kiteorg bosan sangat sampai lah tercetus idea sy nak buat lg ni..
selamat mendengar..!!

the CUPID of LOVE~

With da name of Allah..i begin my new update today again..

life is dull without laugh and cheers..^^
so do i am...
i create my own story...as well as i cheers my friends story...
i love the way i live..so you are?...
but life without LOVE...how do we live together??
so i create my own LOVE story.....ok..i have my own love story...
with stress and depress....ignore all the unpleasant things...
although test and assignment is waiting to be done...
i dont CARE....you know how much i dont CARE?
it about i am about getting INSANE through all day long...
but i have my own way to settle it...together with my friends...
so i play CUPID OF LOVE..
you know how interesting it is to be played??

you know how to play it????

dude!..she is a friend of mine........
ok before that i want to describe our life here...
we just live "here" about 1 months and half..
we just have our new buddies...
we are in the process of adopting with this new environment...
in a nutshell... everything is just new....
the story begin:::
we met a guy... our 1st impression towards him is terrible...
he is not fashionable at all..
he is not a handsome guy...
he is not our taste!..
huh...we are not categorize as "high taste girls" ok...but it just our 1st IMPRESSION..
as the time pass....we always judge him because of his terrible hair style...
one day..he is change...he has his new hairstyle!
and from that day..our opinion towards him change...
he is a cute guy actually!!...
but the things is..this guys always "play hide and seek" with her(the friend of mine)..
hahaha...meaning that...i just caught he look at her often..
so me and my friend (another friend..i call her LANG..)
we are about to make them to fall in love to each other...
so now both of them already communicate to each other..
as before this..both of them are soo quiet...Never talk to each other...
this is a good progression dude!..and i wondering when we are talking (just a short chit chat) with him..he look at her more than he look at us...whoa...what does it mean????
me and Lang will be the CUPID OF LOVE and we will see the progression later...
we create a "bridge" to connect them...
as for that we hope that they will meet and communicate by using the bridge that we made...
ok.. the story of them..i paused here...
i will share another story of them...
this is because this story of love is just begin...
and this entertain me so much...
hope to see them to be together!!!

End.

Saya Main Badminton^^

Assalamualaikum.......

Alkisah nak di jadikan story dory...satu hari saya dan kawan2 pegi jalan2 d bandar...terjumpalah saya dengan set untuk main badminton tang murah2..sy bgtau ngan kawan2..diorng suma excited laa..sebab kitaorg dah lama sangat tak main badminton ni..jadi kami pun belilah set untuk main badminton itu....murah je ponnnn...

pas tu bila dah sampai kitaorg plan nak main badminton tu petang nanti...hmm...sangat2 xsabar laaaa...almaklumlaaa...dah lama dah tak main....bertambah2la excited....kekeke...

setelah berkulat kami menunggu...akhirnya jam menunjukkan pukul 5.30 petang...dengan semangat ang berkobar2...kami turun la di bawah...kami tak la pegi court yang sebenar..kami main kampung2 jee...almaklum laa..malu nak show off badminton murahan ni...

saya dan 3 lagi kawan ada seorng satu la raket..dengan lafaz bismillah..kami pun main dengan seronoknya...tetiba kawan seorng ni pukul shuttle tu..tapi tak pula shuttle tu terbang balik wahal mmg kami nampak bola shuttle tu dia dah smash dah...rupa2nya..shuttle tu tersangkut la pulak d raket dia...tali badminton pula putus...jadi untu mengelakkan tali tu merebak labih banyak..we ol pun ikat la tali yang putus tu...

pastu..saya pula makin lama..makin bersemangat la pulak main..sampaikan bola dah nak jatuh di atas jalan raya saya masih berusaha nak pukul....tapi bila saya berusaha nak pukul..badan pula tak dapat diseimbangkan...dah la jatuh tersungkur..tergolek2 lagi di atas jalan raya tu....OMG..sy dah INJURED....huhu..nasib baik seluar sy tak koyak...lutut je la yg luka..mmg sangat sakit..dan setelah lama saya tak rasa kesakitan yg begini..akhirnya sy merasainya kembali...huhu...nasiblah badan..tapi saya buat2 cool je..sbb rasa excited nak main melebihi segala2nya....nasib baik orang tak nampak...haha..kalau tak..MALU BESAR saya!!!

okey2...hari tu..memang hari yang terluka.....dan seorang lagi kawan sy pulak putus tali raket...jadi dua orang kawan sy punya raket PUTUS talinya.......

keesokan harinya...seluruh badan saya sakit2..OMG!

konklusinya...

• Belilah barangan yang standard sikit harganya denga jenis barang yang hendak dibeli...
• warm up dulu sebelum excercise..
• pakai kasut yang sesuai...(kasut yang saya pakai masa tu longgar,tak selesa nak bergerak)..
• BELILAH BARANGAN BUATAN MALAYSIA...

p/s: walauapapun terjadi..saya tak akan serik main badminton..malah bertambah2 lagi bersemangat...okeh???kalau bole saya nak lawan datuk Lee CHong Wei tu..hehehe

enough here i think...my hand and my kaki masih sakit2 uhuk2...(^_^)